I do hold back here

I wrote something this morning and read it to my wife, barely making it through as it revealed an aspect of myself that was pretty painful. I thought about posting it here, but realized it was probably going to upset people more than anything, so I have taken the liberty of censoring it - but it is proof that the previously mentioned parasite is very much alive and well. I sent it to a few friends already and if anyone requests, can send it out on an individual e-mail basis. It is saved as a draft here, but not an open post.